40 day dream

he's got jumper cable lips
sunset on his breath now
i inhlaed just a little bit
i got no fear of death now

wow, i miss you.

i wish i didn’t. honestly, i wish i didn’t have to. i wish i could still wake up beside you and fall asleep feeling your breath against my neck. i wish i still saw you everyday and i wish i could still smell your cologne on my pillow.

i hate that i hurt you, but i miss you.

and i hope you miss me too.